Thank you subconscious.

Ive got some more texts i have written over the past 5 or 4 days so im going to write them in one single day, so here goes the first one.

Today is rainning again, how magnificent is that, and i say this because every raindrop that touches my skin reminds me of, oh. This is going to sound stupid but well, like that scene of daredevil when they are both actors on the roof top of a building and guy is blind so he can see Elektra, and then it starts to rain and with the sound of the raindrops makes the dude sees Elektra. I mean when you are far away from my eyes its like everytime i see the rain, i imagine your silhouette formed by raindrops. And I see myself in one of those mental lagoons sitting over a balcony with my trusty notebook and my confident blue or black pen looking at the beautiful rain fall down so cold and gracefully, and then a thunder sounds takes me by surprise and when i recovered i saw your silhouette aproaching to me and then i just felt how your cold hand touched mine. And i almost thought i felt it, i came back to reality, you got my head spinning and i really didnt knew wher to go from there, today it was one of those days when every once in a while i pretend im ok, but i figured out i have been loosing so much time, and i take a few tears now and then just to let them out.

Everything you do is beautiful, your voice follows me everywhere, i hear it more than my subconscious and that really doesnt bother me, cuz it seems you are right behind me, and i turn around everytime even if i know its impossible that you are behind me, i keep the illusion but my hopes are too high. I would do anything to have the chance to feel your hand over mine even just for a while but it seems too far away. I thought of you and me in a huge mall and its like theres you and me and all of the people that had nothing to do and im paralyzed standing between all of the people and my eyes are like attached to you cuz i just cant take them off of you, and you smile at me and thats all i could have ever asked for, nothing distracts me and you dont go anywhere until something dizzes me up and i fall down on my knees and when i try to get up still dizzy i see you starting to fade away, and the ni realized it was only a dream. How Fortunate. Thank you very much sunconscious but well thats i dream once every rainy day.

A dreamer dreams of an idea, and dreams it never dies.*

MQ ......................... -r? smm- simply me -M