Changes

Hey it seems that now i publish the posts early (the last one and this one) it means that my internet is gone for good, well not for good, cuz that was the only way i could talk to you, even if our conversations didnt lasted long, at least we talked and thats important for me cuz you really pay attention to what im saying and i really thank you for that, but well changing the subject.
I hate distances, i really do, why are there miles, kilometers and all that stuff? why cant we teletransport ourselves to wherever we want to be or whoever we want to be around. i guess ill better start working in that particle dismantler, ha that will take some time so i will have to control myself before i lose my head, i mean seriously distance is stupid, distance changes people. i mean it, a lot of people o have met that have gone somewhere else to live, change, they do, and that really frightens me. i dont want to change. I DONT. But maybe i wont resist or i wont notice until you or other people tell me:"Hey, you have changed a lot." And of course i will deny it, its obvious when we dont want to admit something we deny it. I promised not to change..... and i plan to keep that promise, so i wont change, i take promises really important, cuz my childhood was full of broken promises and my heart broken into pieces. I dont want to dissapoint anyone cuz i have down so many times that i would never allow myself to let the ones i care for down because of me and they mean so much to me and a promise a commitment to acomplish something and to be content with yourself, but well i have just taken this down too deep i was supposed to write other something else, i will just have to publish that another day, and i cant finish this one without something about you.

Im admiring the rain ant the most i admire is you as my sunny day, and i have noticed that when i look at a dark night and those stars far away so bright and beautiful remind me of you, so unlike the others making myself wait anxious for the night to come and see those stars even if it had rained or if it had been sunny. I just look around and i see you in everybody and when i close my eyes you are everywhere i look.

A dreamer dreams of an idea, and dreams it never dies.*

MQ ......................... -r? smm- simply me -M