Rain come with me

Well its the countdown now, and 5 more days and im officially gone, wow those words all together make my heart stop for a second and then beat faster, it seems that hell is so close and heaven is out of reach, everything is going to be different, but i dont wanns talk about it and i knoe im evading the subject and it will be better to start to get used to the idea that im leaving, i dont know how im going to survive without you, i amazingly have, and i will, until i see you and your beautiful soul, its going to be though but i will do it. Life has turned out how i wanted but this surprised me. i mean going away and how i feel about you. I guess i cant be able to predict or anticipate what is going to happen to you or the ones close to you. Past is history, present is today and future is unknown, sometimes i would really like to take a sneak pick of whats aheadfor me, i knoe i cant and i should leve the future unknown cuz thats why we call this life cuz we dont know whats going to happen i nspecific time, right now i just eant to know what are yoy doing and what are you thinking, i would like that super power, to knoe wat other people think, even if i hear bad comments. Im breakable even if it doesnt look like, im like hmmm a watermelon?? ha thats really stupid but the watermelon is hard or rough on the outside and sweet and soft on the inside, this isnt a good way to describe me, i suck describing myself, i'll find a better way later, well 4 days to go officially cuz it already past 12 its actually 4:41, this is going to be hard, rain please come with me.

A dreamer dreams of an idea, and dreams it never dies.*

MQ ......................... -? smm- simply me -M