from day to night

Here i am its rainig again...
Its like yesterday but with more thunders and ligthenings, i am finally coming back, but until tuesday, i wanna go back to pack my stuff and enjoy my last days over there before i go again to frikin Canada but well i just ended up listenin some beautiful songs and some interesting songs that perfectly fit with the emotion i keep feeling day and night, every morning it appears a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go, every night i think of how just in a blink of an eye i was holding to something so hard and then i dont know how i just wake up and there is nothing to hold on to.

And i just cant stop dreaming the same thing on and on, and even if im not sleeping it comes to my head every once in a while, and i lose myself for a second then i return so suddenly that people ask me "Hey where were you? come back to earth" and this is just because of you in my dreams i tried to look in your eyes, and all i want a simple explanation for what I'm feeling inside,maybe there is a way out.... i just lose the sense of time and it makes my days go on faster than i could have ever thoght of. Your are just so diferent from everybody, so unreal, so unique, there is nobody that i can compare to you, its unbelievable but it is what it is, you just caught my attention. I took one big step and i looked away and then i thought of all the things that i wanted to say im always too late to say what i needed to let out of my mind, i just stay the same quiet and shy all the time. I feel like the stars are getting closer and the sky is closing in even if i just see the sky gray and it just dont stop raining. Rain and night reminds me of you over and over, i may not be able to survive over here if the weather forecast is always cloudy and rainy if it only reminds me of you..... i will have to find a way to hold on to my both legs.

A dreamer dreams of an idea, and dreams it never dies.*

MQ ......................... -r? smm- simply me -M