so is it real?

hi ehmm nothing new today... boring day, raining, (what a surprise!), same things, xbox, msn, empire earth, updating the blog ohh and last but not least you on my mind... once more ha, you have become part of my routine every night, every day, every evening, every dawn, every time i look at the sky falling into rain, you have become my favorite activity, i was passing the highway looking at green trees getting a little sleepy closing my eyes and thinking of upcoming situations with you and me, wow im totally thinking of it seriously and it seems your noticing too or maybe it was to consolidate our friendship or maybe not im not quite sure about that, i just ask myself: so is it real? And my head just doesnt leave the subject and for my dumbness i didnt took my ipod, but well maybe at some point listenin' to a song you might have popped into my head as easy as a popcorn jaja well kind of.

im happier im finally coming back but.... to pack up the crap in my room, jeez i just think of it and it appears so hard working, fiuu and my really really leaving day just seems so far away and i dont really know what the fuck im going to do when that day comes, im going to miss a lot of people, but i mean a LOT of people, and specially you the most. When i start up my life here im going to be so distracted about you, what you might be doing or what you might be thinking i think if i walk past the street im confident im going to get hit by a car seriously i would walk so absent-minded that noise would be the only thing to makes me wake up from my hypnosis. And watching the rain fall every single day out from my window i will be more and more hypnotized because i will be thinking of you. i guess i'll have to put curtains all over the windows ha but maybe thinking of you will make my day way happier than a normal one so i think that aint a good idea, i like the idea of thinking of you, but well im cold i just wished you were here beside somehow, someway it doesnt matter, maybe thats asking too much, but having you in my mind will make things alright.

A dreamer dreams of an idea, and dreams it never dies.*

MQ ......................... -r? smm- simply me -M