i will find a way too let it out by words

Well here i am, there is something that is been bugging me for a while so im going to use this blog to let it out.
Hm people are rare. I mean I was talking to a friend and there was something i wanted to tell her but..... i chickened out, the words couldnt come out of my mouth, well i didnt typed what i wanted to say, and its really making me insane. People do that, they want to comment something and its like they keep that words in their heads and they think of what might happen if they say whats on their mind. Sometimes when what you think its told you might hurt somebody and that is not good but really when there is something really really important for you to say, like something that has to do with feelings its good to let it out. People get scared, yes, we do. And i include myself in those people cuz im too shy to say what i want and what i feel, im brave in other aspects but the whole thing of expressing emotions isnt one of my strongest qualities. And thats why i write. Well not only because of that, i like to write about what i feel, what i experience, what i think and that, but i wouldnt have the guts enough to say all that i have written on my blog to a public, i just CANT. Its way too hard for me, but i guess i better start working in something good to say what i feel. And i really have to find a way for my own good, its not wrong to write all that but i fear someday my head and my heart will not take it anymore and all the paper in the world wouldnt be enough. Now im over this subject. i just wanted to let that out.

And about the next post im about to write, those stars so bright and beautiful arent you, cuz you are just a fallen star even brighter and way beautifuler that the others. And in this confusing times, i only know its you, cuz you make me sing, you make me wonder how will the next day appeal, and how will the sun rise and just remind how your hypnotizing smile lightens up my eyes and my whole day, cuz you are just every moment of my everyday.

A dreamer dreams of an idea, and dreams it never dies.*

MQ ......................... -r? smm- simply me -M