An everlasting dream

Ok so uhm its been a long time since i came down here to talk well write, i just dreamt this really weird dream (how normal) that day in the evening i talked to a friend of mine and dreaming he was there, for some reason i was telling him how i felt and how scared i was, i was affraid he wouldnt understand or he would have reacted bad, he totally understood and totally supported me, he said that it was ok to keep some things to yourself but it is better for you to let those feelings out, and he also encouraged me to tell you everything. I was suppossed to be leaving his house but somehow i was walking through his garden and then it got bigger and bigger, i was lost and tired, i layed down beside an apple tree and fell asleep, i dreamt in my dream (totally normal nowadays) that i was standing in front of you and there was this phrase in my mind, i remember it pretty well it was, please dont let me fade away, kiss me goodbye and then if you want we can both fly beside the shinning stars, if you refuse after we kiss ill let you go if that's what you want me to do. Even if the only thing i want to do is stand here right beside you.

I woke up from my dream (still dreaming) and my friend was sitting next to me, i was about to tell him to forgive me cuz of staying over so late, but in the precise second i was about to tell him that he just said: "Its ok im glad you are here, telling me the truth, but now you shouldnt be affraid of giving your heart and soul away, you have to take the risk. Now go, its not really polite to keep that person waiting". I hugged him tight, a tear slipped my cheak, i ran through the garden that now seemed so small, i was arriving to that place behind the mermaid fountain. You were there with those beautiful eyes of yours, and that sweet smile that makes me melt every time you look at me. I was about to say everything i had to and then i had the courage to place my hand over yours and sitting on the edge of the fountain i slipped and grab your arm and you fell with me too, in that moment i was truly sorry for tossing you into the fountain. i said: "Oh crap im really really sorry im such a mess! sorry!", you answered me.. :"Its ok, im fine, really"(really in a soft voice) . By the time you ended that sentence you took my hand for a moment then with both of your hands you reached my face and held it softly for about 2 minutes later still holding my face and your eyes seeing my eyes ( i was totally lost in your eyes!! to true to be real) you aproached my face and then kissed me... Jesus it was like the greatest thing ever. It was so sweet and soft i just didnt wanted to wake up, but yeah i woke up.. how convenient.. but above all of my dreams i can totally swear for everything that i own that it was the most beautiful dream i have ever dreamt. (knowing i dream a lot of you) I would want this dream to be everlasting..

A dreamer dreams of an idea and dreams it will never die*

MQ ......................... -? smm- simply me -M