E-mail

Well ive been a little off this, and i truly regret it because this kind of takes the pain away its like a healer but ok, hmm here it goes.
Today i received an email from a good friend of mine at first i said: "great another chain letter email.. ohh what the heck lets see what's about". So i opened it and started reading it, i was totally shocked of all of the things it said, the name of the email was 17 ways to know if you are in love.. I mean not all of them i felt related too but like at least 10 i have felt or done, the stronger ones it said.. everytime you look at a picture of that person you stare at its eyes, then it was everytime you think of that person you smile to yourself, another was everytime you are around that person you feel really shy and the last onee that really made me feel weird it said: "through all the email youve thinking of that person and because of that you missed that the mail skipped number twelve and now you just went up to clarify that and right now you are laughing silently."

But well there was a bada thing about opening it, i kind of reopened wounds and remembered the way i used to feel about you, and the good thing, that i found some of the answers ive been looking for, that maybe hurted me a bit but made me realize a lot of things and feel a little bad cuz i know i say that im better of alone but sometimes i really need someone to hold... but well i'll just have to keep the past in the past and look forward to whatever its coming, If there's anything coming..

A dreamer dreams of an idea & dreams it will never die*

This dreamer feels so alone sometimes, but maybe its better that way...

MQ ......................... I want to find the one to make me stop feeling like this and make me feel the way i used to when you were on my mind.... smm- simply me -M